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[jacksonian]

Like...

[ He clears his throat. ]

Like how?

[keep_nothing]

You want me to gossip about them?

[ Her smile turns teasing. ]

[jacksonian]

Oh - no.

[ He pulls his hand back, embarrassed. What a stupid thing to ask. Vorkosigans are loyal to one another, not outsiders. ]

Sorry.

[keep_nothing]

Oh, no, I have no problems with that. What do you want to gossip about?

[ Aw, her smile turns a bit sympathetic at his withdrawal, but she covers it smoothly by simply pulling her own hand back and resumes eating. ]

[jacksonian]

Um -

[ Really? He picks up his fork and claws at a stray piece of macaroni with its tines, his eyes fixed on Countess Vorkosigan. Is she...really offering? ]

Well, uh...What...is it that annoys you about them? I guess.

[keep_nothing]

[ She gives another heartfelt laugh. ]

You mean besides their Barrayaran stubbornness? And their failings at anything resembling emotional competency? And those are just the more endearing ones ...

[jacksonian]

[ He hesitates. It's not his place, but even so, he offers an awkward: ]

That must be hard for you. I mean - You're practically the only Betan on Barrayar, aren't you? Just culturally, it must get really frustrating.

[ He hopes she doesn't get offended by that. It's not like he's remotely good at empathy - why's he trying? ]

[keep_nothing]

[ She doesn't look offended in the least; in fact she smiles more widely. ]

I think I am, though there may be some consultant here or there. Not sure since it was so soon after Escobar. Probably quite a few more by your time, though.

But yes, frustrating and shocking, to say the least. I think one of the biggest shocks I had was realizing that not everyone has access to a comconsole. Or even electricity.

[jacksonian]

[ This is a part of Barrayar he doesn't know about. His education has always focused on the Barrayaran high society, the decadence of the Vor and their Emperor, the perversion and evil and inbred madness. (Another thing he got that shouldn't be his, that's Miles' - a family tree with rather too few branches, and all the genetic weaknesses that implies.) Less this. He hazards a guess: ]

Out in the country, right?

[keep_nothing]

Including, but not limited to. Even in places like Vorbarr Sultana!

[jacksonian]

Don't they have the money for it?

[ He frowns just a little. ]

With proper investments, electricity could easily be brought to them.

[ And, lest that sentiment sound too un-Jacksonian: ]

Which would turn a profit really easily.

[keep_nothing]

[ Meanwhile, Cordelia just lets her Betan show. ]

It should be a right to have it in the first place, not a privilege you have to pay for.

[jacksonian]

Well, regardless - why haven't they developed it? It's not like Barrayar is poor. I've seen holovids of their events.

[keep_nothing]

You have? Which events? Probably all the one with Aral regenting, where all the stops are pulled.

[jacksonian]

[ He looks up, nervous - but she seems genuinely interested, not like she's leading him into some sort of trap. Getting him to confess who he really is or something. So he nods a bit. ]

Yeah. Uh - all of them, really. Years of them. The Emperor's Birthday, Winterfair, Midsummer. Since the start of the Bu - Of your husband's regency. And beyond. And before.

[ He was well-trained on those, since they'd be where he'd have the best chance of killing the Emperor. ]

[keep_nothing]

[ She raises her eyebrows at the small skip in his voice towards the end. Instead of calling him on it though, she instead says: ] You can call him Aral, you know. You're working with him now, aren't you?

[jacksonian]

[ Well. At least she's not offended. ]

Oh. Uh - I'm working for...the Emperor. For the Dendarii. So that's a little different from working with...your husband.

[keep_nothing]

Gregor. And Aral.

[jacksonian]

[ He gives a little shake of his head. ]

I doubt they'd want to be on a first-name basis with me if they knew who I was, Lady.

[keep_nothing]

Well I want to be on a first-name basis with you.

[jacksonian]

[ His brows draw down just a little. ]

You want me to call you Cordelia?

[keep_nothing]

I'd like for you to.

[jacksonian]

[ He thinks it over a moment. And then confesses: ]

It - feels weird. Seems weird.

[keep_nothing]

To call me by my name? I may have married into a title, but I'm not exactly Vor Lady material here.

[jacksonian]

I know.

[ He fidgets a little, then confesses, even more awkwardly: ]

I was...trained to call you Mother.